Feeling a bit lost…
Bird, originally uploaded by Raul Crimson.
Don’t you have sometimes the sensation you are lost? You have a path in mind and suddenly you realize you are not in the point of the path you are supposed to be.
This blog is meant not to only show what I’m doing or to talk about things I think can be important or interesting, is meant also to show what i’m feeling, a way to express myself in all the sides of my “lifes” (mostly concentrated in my Second Life). RL and SL are together, one affects the other, and now my RL is a bit confused with some changes in my job, some projects not going OK, some problems with friends… you know, not BIG issues, just this kind of small things that don’t help to make you feel good, I’m sure you understand.
All that is affecting to my SL too and the things i do, SLphotography, my furniture store, even with some friends. Sometimes I feel like if i was needing a SLvacation (well, actually I think what i need is a RLvacation).
I feel like I’m lost in all that, like I have to change some things but just don’t know where to start… Like if i start to change things i will loss something important for me… Like when you try to stand up and you get trapped inside the colission map of the prims of the seat you were sat. I need to change things but at the same time I’m afraid of changing. What a stupid situation…
I’m sure all this is just temporary, and in some days or weeks I’ll be again as I use to be, but i’d like to ask you to understand if you feel me distant or something, is not I’m not OK with you… is just I’m working to be OK with myself.
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Sending love and hugs across the miles to you Raul
Please don’t worry Raul ,everything will be ok soon…and i am sure your sl friends as well as your blog’s readers can respect the fact you need a little distance.Take your time and your space.It’s essential.Hugs
Each of those moments in life is an opportunity to take a new direction and (enriched by the experience) find new paths and be better. It is tough but after it all settle down again, you know it was worth it. Keep upright!
Hey my friend, I know just how you feel. We jump in the river sometimes because we like where its going, but we don’t see the strong currents that pull us along until we are on the wrong side. The river may still be going roughly where we want to go, and maybe we can still see where we should be, but we get tired of swimming against the current all the time. So pull yourself up on a rock, sit in the sun, dry off a little and get your energy back. The river keeps flowing patiently until your strong enough to go after your place again, and you have friends who will swim with you when you do. We’re all sat around on or own rocks or swimming nearby. Much love and hugs xxx
understands completely.
*hugs* Take care my friend you know you are always cared about. And I understand you, had that feeling many times.
Thanks for all this words, friends, you can’t imagine how they help. ::hugs::
Sí, algunas veces nos sentimos así.. me ha encantado las fotos, un abrazo!
Gracias, Gala. Otro abrazo para ti!
well, Raul, it seems that everyone has to encounter these moments some time. Whether you are having it in RL or SL, they are both much connected, as you pointed out.
As you already noticed through my blog, I have had this feeling in the past too, but always found my way out..and I am sure, you will too.
So if you need a chat, in these moments of doubts, just give me an IM, and I will make time. I know it can help sometimes…;))
Hola! espero que me perdones por no contestar en inglés ya que es bastante malo, pero malo de verdad jaja, sólo decirte que cuando me siento así me viene a la mente una frase de Van Gogh, supongo que la conoceras, pero por si acaso no, te la escribo, y espero que te reconforte: “Cuando tengo una intensa necesidad de religión, salgo de noche a pintar las estrellas”, a mi me gusta caminar bajo la lluvia o si no puedo escapar en rl pues ir a cualquier lugar como arriba de ese árbol como tú estás y rodearme de la naturaleza, un abrazo
Thanks, Looker, yeah, you know i read your blog often and i know you, me and almost all, have this kind of confused times. And is so nice people commeting all this, you know, you don’t feel so lonely, you feel some people can understand.
Oh, Turandot, no te preocupes, hablo los dos idiomas (mejor el español que el ingles, desde luego
). Bella frase de Van Gogh… y tan acertada!!! De verdad, todos los comentarios ayudan a ver que, en el fondo, es algo comun y que en unos dias estaré mas tranquilo.
Just remember that your friends and family are the beacons of light waiting to lead you home. Much love, my friend. *hugs*
So true, Alysha, thanks for the comment. *hugs back*
yep. we don’t know each other but i do read your blog. i have been feeling that same way too — perhaps it is something in the SLair? maybe we downloaded it with the new windlight viewer? don’t know but i can say that blogging has helped me to get it out of my head too.
hang in there as better things are always just after the next teleport.
I know that feeling just too well … have to fight it myself now and then.
*hugs*
Well…I don’t know you well…but I think I know exactly how you’re feeling. Sometimes I think a little of that is what brings us to SL in the first place…starts out as an adventure…then a need…then a comfort. But a lot of times it goes back and forth somewhere in between. Anyway…all I’m saying is…you have plenty of friends here…but if you ever want to talk about life….I’ve lived a LOT of it….lol. I’d be glad to listen.
Kade
Thanks, chesnut, Tim and Kade.
The curious think about all this is we all come from different cultures, we all have different lifes (first and second)… and sometimes we all feel the same.
The good thing of feelings is that we all have them (mainly) and we all can understand each other. All the comments here are helping a lot, helping becuase i see i’m not alone… Thanks again.