Bird, originally uploaded by Raul Crimson.

Don’t you have sometimes the sensation you are lost? You have a path in mind and suddenly you realize you are not in the point of the path you are supposed to be.

This blog is meant not to only show what I’m doing or to talk about things I think can be important or interesting, is meant also to show what i’m feeling, a way to express myself in all the sides of my “lifes” (mostly concentrated in my Second Life). RL and SL are together, one affects the other, and now my RL is a bit confused with some changes in my job, some projects not going OK, some problems with friends… you know, not BIG issues, just this kind of small things that don’t help to make you feel good, I’m sure you understand.

All that is affecting to my SL too and the things i do, SLphotography, my furniture store, even with some friends. Sometimes I feel like if i was needing a SLvacation (well, actually I think what i need is a RLvacation).

I feel like I’m lost in all that, like I have to change some things but just don’t know where to start… Like if i start to change things i will loss something important for me… Like when you try to stand up and you get trapped inside the colission map of the prims of the seat you were sat. I need to change things but at the same time I’m afraid of changing. What a stupid situation…

I’m sure all this is just temporary, and in some days or weeks I’ll be again as I use to be, but i’d like to ask you to understand if you feel me distant or something, is not I’m not OK with you… is just I’m working to be OK with myself.